Hullo! hullo! I think the picture has represented all I need to say :), selamat Idul Fitri buat semua yang rayain, maafin gua ya kalo ada yg salah huhu.

Anyway,
seiring dengan libur Idul Fitri, otomatis pasti Liburaaaaan! Blah blah biasanya gw sangat senang liburan, tapi khusus tiap taun gw paling sebel kalo libur Lebaran. Bukannya apa, tapi : pembantu pulang! Bah, means doing houseworks yang piling up terus menerus dan nyokap yang ngomel karena gw males HA HA HA. What a holiday I cant enjoy.

Yayayay I'm in a really deally bad mood rite now because Jakarta is so panas dannnn gw mau diajak ke Puncak tapi males karena ada temen2 nyokap wihi. dan katanya cowo keren anak temen nyokap gw gak ikut jadi I'm not really looking forward. Udah gitu pr numpuk lagi whoa.

In my short term wishlist now ada 5 items yang urgently needed: Brisingr, 3 buku Stephenie Meyer, dan dompet (mau yg Fossil... [Gor, ayo! BAHAHA]!) nyaaaaaah I guess anyone yg mau beliin gua the whole lot would be my BFF (ha ha kidding).

Okay, sekian curhatnya. gw nampaknya semakin mirip singa karena dari kemaren pagi belom keramas nya-ha. bubaaay!

I need a break

..seriously

Okay, I know that's stupid. But I just feel that my life is piled with stuffs that is just unsatisfying as it was.. the thing is, now I cant really manage my time between having fun time with friends and studying or working on my ever so piling assignments, homeworks, and exams. If I choose one, I'd just sacrifice the other one--which is not good, uh? (I give a bold here, because, well, actually I should balance it right? ha-ha, which I don't)

On weekends usually there are intolerable amount of homeworks for Monday. I also have to study on some materials which I haven't comprehended too (well, maybe part of it because I dont have any afterschool lesson course. too lazy to even think about it for the time being.. ahah)
BUT, also on weekends, there are friends' invitations for hanging out, chilling, or just going out and about. ha-ha. How could I manage this? How could I keep up? What should I choose?
I dont know hahahaha.

Perhaps it's just me who isn't that smart to just keep up with school, but the thing is, I need both good scores and good friends&network. Going to school just doesn't give me enough socializing experience. Ha-ha-ha

What would you choose if you were me? hahaha.
- Go on with standard marks, have a life outside school
- Study hard for higher marks, have oh-so-little-knowledge and network outside school

oh god.

Wew, it's a pity that the last post was made on June, which means three months ago. I feel sorry for my self. Life couldn't be more hectic these days, even I currently am having flu.

Paraaa! my profile is updated : I'm already a tenth grader now, in a different school : SMAK 1 PENABUR -- which isn't really a good thing. I mean it's better here, heterogen and stuffs, but I really have to study a lot (which I did, and do)

And anyway, someone fills my day now, hahaha. My love life is all bloomy bloomy at the moment :D. but I wont write about him here, nothing except that we're not in a relationship! hahaha. Life's better without boring commitments.

All that I can say is sorry for those who had linked my blog on their blog, because I haven't linked you back : well now I've updated it actually.

Well thats all... (this post is a little pathetic for me I guess), got to go. I really miss the joy of writing my thoughts here. but my schedule just wont let me do it.

Wooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!

I miss my blog so much it hurts ba-ha over. anyway, i really miss it.

so it's only been several hours since I'm back from CISV PROTOTYPE CAMP III 2008 (and I still want more more more). It was hell lots of fun :D. I learnt quite much minus Al gore's speech (again) ha-ha. and I realized something there: I dont have that much guts in discussions with ppl I dont know well. (oh and I envied felix for that guts).
I miss you all, gendang!, 206, everyone. oh yeah! one little detail : i got 2 summerflings! BAHAHA

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Are you wondering why i'm tiping this post fully in english? well, i dont know why. I'm kinda wondering of that too.

Ehm, ehm
now, school life. Cant be any worse because I didnt reach my NEM target, arghhhhhh. See, it was 37 and I only got 36,4, ohmygod. I'm not supposed to be disappointed actually, cos I admit I didnt pay so much effort on UAN ha-ha. but eventually, this disappoints me to death.
argh :(
(and meanwhile everyone keep saying that I've done well. sigh. sorry, no offense, i dont mean to be rude, but its just hard to cope with this fact HAHA OHMY I'M SOOO COCKY)

*GBRAKKK*
jump over to another topic.

na na na na na, I see now summer is coming somewhere on earth. :p
I want a tunic dress! baaaaa. (omg so cool/ net-a-porter)
I want a silver and gold-ish dresses! aaaaaa.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, my wishlist is piling up this holeehday.

Okay, catch up later. I'll just spill up some things about my flings here. HA-HA. xoxo.

Well, ternyata this week full of highlights! nyahaha!
So far sekarang baru Rabu, nanti minggu bakal gue update lagi, hahaha.

and what i can write are :

1. Senen
   Santa ursula ke Dufan satu angkatan men! :D. Really had a great fun there, though gue rada gak puas dan pegel2. nyoba tornado dua kali.
   Abis dari dufaaaan, rame2 dgn dotstrange ke BANDAR JAKARTA, makan makan makan makan makan makan layaknya kita bukan perempuan tapi kuli bangunan, abis itu maen truth or dare sampe supervisor restorannya titip salam ke kita dan gua dapet dare mesti nanya kenapa dia nitip salam. Hahahaha.
   
2. Selasaa
   For the 1st time di sanur gua telat masuk kebangetan hauhuahuahuahua. Guess what, GUA MASUK SEKOLAH JAM 7.55 WAKTU INDONESIA BAGIAN SANTA URSULA, jengjengjengjeng. huahauhuaa. and the story goes back:
   jam 433: gua terbangun, bales sms semalem kalo ga salah dari jojo ato siapa lahh, tp terus tdr lagi
   jam 6 kurang: mbak gua bangunin, dan what was my respond? 1/2 tidur blg "GAK SEKOLAH MBAAA ahhh" hahuahuahua, so this is #1 mistakeeeee pagi itu.
   jam 6 lbh: jemputan dateng gak ada yg nyadar
   jam 656: gua terbangun,... matahari bersinar cerah. dan pertama gua nyadarnya bahwa itu hari minggu, buahahahaa.
   gua liat hp, ada sms, dr ailen, DAN GW LGSG INGET ITU HARI SEKOLAH DAN GW ME REPLY KE DIA yg sukses membuat dia ktnya tertawa222222, "YAMPUN HARI INI GUA LUPA SEKOLAH"
   dan gua belom punya jadwal hari itu, gua nanya ailen udah gak dibales kayanya hapenya udah dikumpul sama dia. jadinya abis itu gua tergabruk2 deh jadinya buset swt bgt, siap2 kayak dodol gitu, jam 720 berangkat. semua pelajaran gua bawa bukunya satu-satu (terutama yg ada di selasa huahauhauhau)
   
   daaaaaan jam 7:55 : sukses nyampe skolah!! gua berbohong mulai dari semalem masuk angin terus mencret2 sampe pagi terus tadi debat sama mami, disuruh gak sekolah, tp mau sekolah aja, dan baru brgkt 710. HUA-HA-HA-HA-HA
   
3. Rabuu
   dan dari hari ke hari, gua makin obsesi ganbon yak kayaknya huahuahuaha. Gila gua seharian rabu maen ganbon molo, bosen ya bosen deh. Let's see tomorrow kayak apaaaaaaaaa. :D
   
   
   

greenfest&novs

Nah-nah, it's been long long time since the last time I posted somthing (dan skrg sepertinya frekuensi gw ngmg gitu di post2 gw semakin sering aja yah, ha-ha). okay 1 bulan lagi which is masih lama gw berjanji akan ganti layout which I'm kinda bored of but have no time to make a new one.

Soooo di tengah sibuknya TO sekolah, last weekend I succeed to spent some time to refresh my minddd (though I paid much for that, haha, failing the TO IPA on last sat with 62 as my mark).

on friday I went to greenfest&PS with cla, rene, tj. some details ke blog rene aja 18-04-08, i'll write from my point of vieww!
Soo, that day, first me&cla went to my grandpa's house at senayan buat prepare gitu and actually we were late already since rene udah nunggu sampe garing mgkn disitu. ha-ha cla met up with my grandpa and talked like soo lot, hahaha, katanya cla opa gua gaul loooh. hahahaha.

and then after that me cla again, went to greenfest, sempet nyasar juga ke back entrance jadi kita musti muter baut masuk dari depan. Hmm, gw kayaknya belom masuk banyak sampe dalem, but from the outer appearance yg ttg globwarming solutions etc, they told many of which I've known before jadi yaa i found only some deeper facts are new to me. ha-ha. but it was okay, since not many has brought the idea of such festival in Indonesia :P

terus abis itu rene seperti ditpon2 oleh TJ yg udah nungguin so rene was like ngerengek2 kasian sama tj jadinya kita ke PS. naaaah the real fun started here! di PS, we ate watchedmovies hungout bikinrusuh dan sebagainyaaa.

pertama, di lobby peluk2an layaknya teletubbieeees! hhahaha. i hope cla would post the details about this ha-ha. we were likee soo fun, bahkan naik eskalator peluk2an per tangga seorang secara vertical. can you wonder how stupid we were? :D. and theeen after that we bought tickets and went eating, me&tj bought doner, cla&rene bought kfc. hm then then main truth or dare. pardon the pun, the @!&!@!( were like:

• first turn. me, dare. -> look at tj in the eyes (which was hard cos i couldnt stop laughing when staring at his face ha-ha)
  
• second. tj, truth. -> if he was a gay, whom would he choose? toshiki/hansel/nh/etc. and as everyone expected HA-HA he chose his TJs twin, toshiki.
  
• third. rene, truth. -> gw suruh milih antara wina/wiwid/wawan dan he chose wiwid! wooow

Okayyyy, and then gw ntn street kings. tp cla udah keburu pulang. I got kram di tengah film which was my first ever dan untung ada tj. hm terus abis ntn, kita jalan2 ngobrol2 ngmgin filmnya dan pulaaaang!

Next, saturday!

So all along the afternoon I texted chatted and worked my tasks, and in the evening pegi ke novs bday party di Q Smokehouse Factory - Pangpol. Hahaa, at first gw gak boleh dateng :( but my mom mau nganterin soo then I came about one hour late. haha

The birthday was really fun, and .strange(rs) got a surprise buat Novitaaaa! (happy birthday darling). the main courses di smokehouse mostly consist of ribs dan beef. The medium hawaiian ribs which I ordered really sent me to heaven and they really grilled it half-done (I did compare it to my friend yg ordered well-done) ha-ha!

Got some photos there->(ada di facebook/friendster) he-he :D

see ya around! :D

Sooo, yesterday was the first day of April 2008. Which meaaaaans : APRIL FOOLS. I've planned for months that I'll fill the day with lotsa fun.

And the list of people I fooled goes: (in Indonesia anyways, hahah)

1st one, Jojo: pagi2 dia said <3 <3 and I replied and I fooled him~ hahahah. and then in evening dia once apologize gitu karena makan lama dan gw sok2 gak maafin hahahahahaa.

Gordy: pas pelajaran gue teased mau jadi cowo gw lagi gk. wakakakakak. but he knew it was only april fools joke :(. tp gw BERHASIL BANGET SUKSES sorenya gw ngambek 3 jam an sama dia n he believed all of it. sampe akhirnya i said " selamaaaaat " hehehe and then he was like #)!(@!@ hahaha.

Ibel: gue blg di leher dia panuan! XD. trs dia sampe gosok2 gitu aga2 salting dikira panuan sampe beneran ngaca pdhl gw udah blg april fools hahahaha.

Tika: gw blg ada merah2 di hidung nya hahahahahha.

Isil & Claresta: NILAI TO B INDO LO PALING JELEK SEKELAS (pertaamaa2 basa basi dulu hahahahah), tp mereka akhirnya nyadar wee -__-

Rene: gw sok2 kyk nembak gt deeeeeeh.

HAHAHAHAH, okayyyyyy that day was lots of fun :D. Love you people, sorry yahh! hahaha.