high school

today is the last day of me attending classes in high school, studying, and stuffs. which also means the last day of Teresa Puspita Saraswati going to school wearing uniform to play around with friends, enjoying the spare time, etc. etc. i literally have only another 4 days of national final exams ahead.

taking a deeper enclosure to things, i'm not so prepared to swallow the fact that i'm gonna leave high school so soooon! it's been 3 damn years of journey, full of laughters, knowledges, tears, once-in-a-lifetime-experiences, etc., and it's so hard for me to close the book and end the journey... well i had too much fun i guess, hadn't i? :))

celebrated this last day by throwing a FUNFOODRINK PARTY with my class, XII A 1, which turned out to be a huge success! i'm so glad that everyone had fun, even my friends from the other classes. everyone in the class participated really enthusiastically and that made this event even moreee fun :)
i brought some fruits: grapes, salaks, and oranges... my friend ajie even brought homemade chocolate truffles and rumball, there were wotie by cv, macaroni schotel by bella, doughnuts, pempek, etc... even ribka brought us a bottle of baileys which toppled up the party!
i played dj by playing the music on, while aa and ajie even brought oven to the class just to reheat things, hahaha... everything was worth the effort though, love my class so much <3

thanks to everyone who had thoroughly supported the whole event though, including those mouths who had helped us to finish all the fooood! hahaha

anyway, even though today was a blast of fun, the feeling of leaving high school creates a huge hole that sinks in my heart... i keep imagining things like going to school, and sitting on my seat in the class, with ajie, aha, pempi, caca, joco, cv, aa, bagong, thomas, abok, bella, jewe, cheryl, and ribka nearby... joking and fooling around...
skipping classes, playing truant, and even going karaoke instead of school... aww. my high school days is all about fun i guess.

i'm so gonna miss this adolescent days!

best friends forever, :) (aa, me, ajie, pempi)

focus

i've made a priority list at least till i'm done with national final exams (UN), and i won't go out till then. focus! focus! focus for a better future and good marks upon graduating high school :)

party princess? LOL

last saturday night was the first one i spent with my family (grandfather and aunty actually), after all saturdays spent till past midnight in march. ha, ha

it's spent shopping for an aunty's birthday present at plaza senayan. my option went for buying her a poutpurri (sandalwood for sure!) and in the end i got myself falling in love with this hollyberry scented poutpurri :)

found this happyfriends pencil case in metro which is plagued with a picture of that little happyfriends girl, and "party princess" writing when i was hunting for my sister's birthday present, and there went this
*me picking other pencil case, bluish* "this suits her well, kakung" (i call my grandfather kakung, means 'grandfather' in javanese)
*him picking the party princess pencil case* "and this suits you, should you be buying it? HA HA HA" *laughing gleefully*

oh well, don't you see yourself kakung, you were one fuif (means 'party' in dutch)-type in your days. guess that runs in the family. (look, my grandparents met in a birthday party, after they danced all night long together... so movie-like huh?)

talking about parties, i guess i should end this year sweet 17 celebration with my best friend's birthday, RIBKA. well... everybody gets older...

pempi and me

alden and me

me wearing: stripes maxi dress, black cardi, zara patent pumps

i'm so gonna miss these days... national exams in 15 days! then good bye high school! aaaaaa

reflection

i'm in a perfectly gloomy mood right now... but not up for feeling blue. hehe. today's april fools, not a time to be feeling blue at all.

so picked out tonight to express my gratitude to all of my greatest best friends who share their most precious time for, well, uhm, me.
to me best friends are the most precious and pleasant gift God's ever think of given to me... well, look at them, blossoming my life from their own shoes... without even making me falling in love LOL

today's april first, but this post ain't trying to fool anyone mentioned within.
i know it's a bit late for gratitude of last year happiness, but it's better late than never right? so here i am, i wanna thank 2 of the most always-there best friend of 2010: JEFFERSON ANDREW HUBAJA and AJIE NAYAKA NIKICIO. they sort of lifted me from any morrow sorrow i had last year...
if you ever browse thru my pics, you'll find lots of their faces with me... well guess that's why.

i also wanna thank mr. all ears, shut mouth: ALDEN MARTIN PASARIBU, who'd been there ever since my grotesque days, listening to this crying baby, lol ahaha. extra hugs for you.

2010 also brought me a newly found-most understanding-unjudgmental-girly girly-best friend-miss RIBKA AMANDA! i love her hihihihi. it's been months of our togetherness now, hahahaha, and we're definitely going strong!

there were lots of ups and downs in 2010, and without these people behind me, i was like... nothing? heh. thank you STACEY HUTAPEA, CLARISZA RUNTUNG, CHERYL CHANDRA, NIKE TRICLAREZA, STELLA THERESA, HANNY KURNIAWAN, ADRIANUS AKBAR, THOMAS JATIMAN, STEPHANIE EPIPHANIA, etc etc. (not in alphabetical order whatsoever)

thank you guys for being you. genuinely. without you guys i might be a scalar (got this scientific pick up line from a friend, lol).

say no to hectic life

i've been drowning in exhaustion a lot these days, flying off from headache to another headache after staying till the darkest hours in the morning... of course, the causes hadn't always been studying.
it seems that life's putting so much happiness and new stuffs within :)

i had been going to kemang for 2 weeks in a row every saturday night, it feels weird to have such an uncommon place to chill out and spend my weekend, so unlikely with the usual going outs to malls and parties and stuffs.

i miss those partying days! :) now that most of my friends have turned 17, its only ribka's birthday next week that i could look forward to for another party. well, yeah. people get older. (and the troubles that follow get so much more complicated :( )

i just read my sister blog again (after a long time) and amazed by the amount she has grown up. she's an amazing blogger! check her blog out at http://shintawijnayu.blogspot.com
i think i'm gonna help her make a better layout for her blog once i have lots of spare time ;)

partied down the night last saturday at cheryl's, my best friend :). i'm so gonna miss high school, can't believe it's only a month from now before i'm finished with all these high school stuffs.
it hasn't struck me though. damn it, i think it's only yesterday that i got into SMAK 1 and got thru the orientation days, taking the staircases to 8th floor, etc, :(

ribka and me, cheryl's party at segarra

me wearing: zara s/s 11 tanktop, trf night sequined skirt, xsml loose nude cardigan, zara a/w 10 patent leather pumps

i wish days like that happen everyday instead of this school final examinations i'm having tomorrow ;( wish me all the best of luck health and spirit please!

plagued heart

The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real.



- read it somewhere. explains a lot.

intervention

My surrounding is full of conflicts these days; the clock never stops spinning, so do troubles swinging around human. Felt terrible to see my country in such a disgraceful state that you wanna think twice before leaving comments upon its people... moreover its government.
I'm not saying I know much about justice or those hardcore stuffs about law, but in fact this country needs to be shaken with lots of groundbreaking breakthrough in some political areas. Its frustrating to see how some bad guys could have the power to rule over amazingly massive people and remain untouchable by the law.

For some major point I'm talking here, let's see the phenomenal case of this country's renowned author/activist/young bright mind: Alanda Kariza whose mother respectively got accused in one of the most SUPERSTITIOUSLY suspicious massive-corruption case in the country: the Century gate. She got punished by 10 years of imprisonment & charged with IDR 10 billion, when in fact the owner of the bank itself got punished only by 8 years!
Simply wonderful it is, the action of those politic&overly-powered and money-equipped gangsters in this country!

Apart from all this political conflicts there are also some social instability due to religion&beliefs differences.
There's no more spirit of unity and harmony in people and I see this huge tendency from people of all backgrounds to shape their minds to a more individualistic society...
What a world! I don't dream a day of living in Jakarta but facing people with as much individual minds as if I'm living in more hectic city as London.

Hopefully this cracks up a bit real soon! Like really, I'm not being idealistic, but seriously this whole situation needs to adapt to the new world. We need to change!