I'm posting this at 5 in the morning cos I just couldn't help to resist :)
My panda <3 sent me this last night and I can't help but touuuched and really touched.
Thanks hon. That's the sweetest msg I've ever received
I've made you cry a thousand times.
Litres of tears fell from your eyes.
But I'd wipe your tears a million times.
And never want to say goodbyes.
I've done a lot of mistakes.
I'll make it up whatever it takes.
I don't want any heart breaks.
I won't let your heart turns to flakes.
For time that we've been through.
I know I love you and it's true.
And whenever you're feeling blue.
I always want to be with you.
We're more than just a work of art.
Small things won't tear us apart.
Nothing will tear us apart.
We'll take everything in good part.
But time always be a bad supporter.
So let's fill our time with laughter.
Fill it with colors as if we're the painter.
Write beautiful poems as if it's a letter.
You're the music for my ears.
You pull me out from my fears.
And when the end is near.
I hope our love still stands here.
They said that nobody is perfect.
So you are the 'nobody' that they have mentioned, for me.
Yesterday's history, tomorrow's mistery, and today's gift, that's why we call it present. -taken from KFpanda.
I'm sorry for the unorganized message.
Maybe it's more like a collage.
Passage that worths more than everyone's wage.
Passage that worths more than just a passage.
I miss you.
I need you.
I want you.
I love you.
jojomsshearttessaps
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I don't care if it's actually not written by himself..
I love you too.
tessapsheartjojomss
Monday, November 30, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
parties!
most recent i attended:
theodora beatrix's greyish bash
thats my boya she looked pretty aiyt? :) <3 her dress!
me wore: greyish piece from godknowswhat my mom bought me, i think it's mangga dua's HAHA, zara skyscraper heels
with steve and vincent!
my own birthdaayy! :):)
something pink hangin on my shoulder: vintage romp de calais
eliza bonosusatya's masquerade
thats my nyonyoliza in red! stunning, agree? :)
on me: white cavalier frock, ginarossi heels, vintage ruffled cardigan
theodora beatrix's greyish bash
thats my boya she looked pretty aiyt? :) <3 her dress!
me wore: greyish piece from godknowswhat my mom bought me, i think it's mangga dua's HAHA, zara skyscraper heels
with steve and vincent!
my own birthdaayy! :):)
something pink hangin on my shoulder: vintage romp de calais
eliza bonosusatya's masquerade
thats my nyonyoliza in red! stunning, agree? :)
on me: white cavalier frock, ginarossi heels, vintage ruffled cardigan
Monday, November 02, 2009
MELISSA FALL/WINTER 09
how it sets my plastic dreams arose (MELISSA F/W + VIVIENNE WESTWOOD ANGLOMANIA)
src:melissaplasticdreams.com
cant unlove this pair
red is too much to bear
...but black is too elegant not to be craved.
src:melissaplasticdreams.com
cant unlove this pair
red is too much to bear
...but black is too elegant not to be craved.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
empty
thats it!
thats what i actually am. thats what we actually are, right??? :(((
aduh baru juga post 1 improvement, i thought its gonna be established that way for quite a while gak tau nya the main problem comes back! agaaaaaain
terus anyway im really thinking of moving to another school!! man, my parents cant afford smukie anymore just to put it bluntly. our family financial is on such crisis that every expense has to be cut down as low as possible
what about us jo?
thats what i actually am. thats what we actually are, right??? :(((
aduh baru juga post 1 improvement, i thought its gonna be established that way for quite a while gak tau nya the main problem comes back! agaaaaaain
terus anyway im really thinking of moving to another school!! man, my parents cant afford smukie anymore just to put it bluntly. our family financial is on such crisis that every expense has to be cut down as low as possible
what about us jo?
Monday, October 19, 2009
(my) boyfriend
A boyfriend to me is someone to rely on, someone to hold on to, and someone to be loved and feel loved by. By having one means taking the great responsibility of taking care of his feelings and love, mentally and physically.
Getting a boyfriend means finishing the process of what so called PDKT which is fuuuun! I really miss pdkt ing days with that butterflies in my stomach and flirtatious statements which obviously anyone would throw up by hearing. HAHA. But seriously, after you're in a relationship, I bet there would be a period when you're missing pdkting days, as I am right now, hahaha. My rltnship is NOT at all boring, but butterflies is something to be missed.
Naa, boyfriend. There was 2 lovely stories regarding mine these days!!! :):)
Well 2 days ago I was about to start my volley practice at school and my boyfriend was about to leave me to go to taman anggrek mall with his friends..well
T: titip soursally yaa kamu baikkkkk deh, nanti abis aku latian kamu balik sekolah
J: uuum kalo bisa yaa..diusahain..ga janji, udah sore soalnya
T: asikkkk yeaaah
J: kalo bisaaa...ga janjiii.. (Desperately saying, haha)
Well, I don't expect much though I said "yeaah" haha. That's a huge favor to ask..haha..BUUUTT..
T: *practicing volley on the court*
J: *suddenly showed up his face at the door, waiting*
T: *looking at jo from distance, thinking that she might be dreaming cos jo was actually holding somthing that looked like a cup of froyo*
At that moment, I asked my friends whether it was him and they said yes and knowing that jo was bringing me the froyo I asked, they cheered and was saying stuffs like "oow jojo's so sweeeet" "dia baik banget perhatian banget" etc. Aww jo you're making me proooud *loh* ahaha <3
T: *approaching jojo* waaaa!
J: *smiling*
T: makasih yaa *ngeliat yogurt yg dia bawain, red mango's, topping nya BUANYAK BGT* but how do I manage to finish this, masih harus latian..
J: bawa aja ke dalem suruh org pegangin.. Palingan diabisin :p
T: enak ajaaa gak mau, haha enak bgt nih panas2 makannya..
*waktu udah mau habis*
T: untung aku lagi voli, jd rakus deh, kalo gak mana abis niiih..
Haha. Thanks ya jojo :):):) small things you've done makes you my best boyfriend in the world, <3
And that makes this story a lot funnier:
This happened a few days ago, when my english teacher who was supposed to teach my class was leaving downstairs, and I was about to go to the toilet.
T: ma'am, aren't you supposed to be teaching my class?
ML (ma'am lina :p): oh saya mau taroh barang dulu di bawah
T: oh okay *walking away*
ML: ooh, tessa, (okay this was SO WEIRD) kamu orangnya tertutup ya?
T: hah??
ML: iya, kamu orangnya tertutup ya? Menurut perkiraan saya kamu bgitu..
T: tertutup gimana ma'am?? (Super bingung aneh bgt ditanyain bginian)
ML: yaaa misalnya kamu punya pacar, dan pacar kamu baik, kamu cuman cerita ke1 orang temen kamu ato bakal cerita ke semuanya? *smiling2*
T: (HAHA) ya kalo pacar saya baik sih saya cerita ke temen2 ma'am. Saya terbuka aja kook.. (Sambil membuat lingkaran besar pake tangan)
ML: ooh, gitu yaa..yaudah.. Hehehehe *ketawa2 senyum2*
And then in her lesson, she approached me out of the blue and said
ML: *right hand on my back* are you sure you're openminded enough?
T: *bingung pertanyaannya ga nyambung and out of the blue lagi* pretty sure ma'am, just in case to understand my friends' problems..
ML; aha. *smiling and left*
That's jojo's homeroom teacher, can you imagine how odd that was??? Hahaha.
But one thing for sure, if I have a nicenicenice boyfriend like mine now, why would I hide him from the world??? :):):)
Getting a boyfriend means finishing the process of what so called PDKT which is fuuuun! I really miss pdkt ing days with that butterflies in my stomach and flirtatious statements which obviously anyone would throw up by hearing. HAHA. But seriously, after you're in a relationship, I bet there would be a period when you're missing pdkting days, as I am right now, hahaha. My rltnship is NOT at all boring, but butterflies is something to be missed.
Naa, boyfriend. There was 2 lovely stories regarding mine these days!!! :):)
Well 2 days ago I was about to start my volley practice at school and my boyfriend was about to leave me to go to taman anggrek mall with his friends..well
T: titip soursally yaa kamu baikkkkk deh, nanti abis aku latian kamu balik sekolah
J: uuum kalo bisa yaa..diusahain..ga janji, udah sore soalnya
T: asikkkk yeaaah
J: kalo bisaaa...ga janjiii.. (Desperately saying, haha)
Well, I don't expect much though I said "yeaah" haha. That's a huge favor to ask..haha..BUUUTT..
T: *practicing volley on the court*
J: *suddenly showed up his face at the door, waiting*
T: *looking at jo from distance, thinking that she might be dreaming cos jo was actually holding somthing that looked like a cup of froyo*
At that moment, I asked my friends whether it was him and they said yes and knowing that jo was bringing me the froyo I asked, they cheered and was saying stuffs like "oow jojo's so sweeeet" "dia baik banget perhatian banget" etc. Aww jo you're making me proooud *loh* ahaha <3
T: *approaching jojo* waaaa!
J: *smiling*
T: makasih yaa *ngeliat yogurt yg dia bawain, red mango's, topping nya BUANYAK BGT* but how do I manage to finish this, masih harus latian..
J: bawa aja ke dalem suruh org pegangin.. Palingan diabisin :p
T: enak ajaaa gak mau, haha enak bgt nih panas2 makannya..
*waktu udah mau habis*
T: untung aku lagi voli, jd rakus deh, kalo gak mana abis niiih..
Haha. Thanks ya jojo :):):) small things you've done makes you my best boyfriend in the world, <3
And that makes this story a lot funnier:
This happened a few days ago, when my english teacher who was supposed to teach my class was leaving downstairs, and I was about to go to the toilet.
T: ma'am, aren't you supposed to be teaching my class?
ML (ma'am lina :p): oh saya mau taroh barang dulu di bawah
T: oh okay *walking away*
ML: ooh, tessa, (okay this was SO WEIRD) kamu orangnya tertutup ya?
T: hah??
ML: iya, kamu orangnya tertutup ya? Menurut perkiraan saya kamu bgitu..
T: tertutup gimana ma'am?? (Super bingung aneh bgt ditanyain bginian)
ML: yaaa misalnya kamu punya pacar, dan pacar kamu baik, kamu cuman cerita ke1 orang temen kamu ato bakal cerita ke semuanya? *smiling2*
T: (HAHA) ya kalo pacar saya baik sih saya cerita ke temen2 ma'am. Saya terbuka aja kook.. (Sambil membuat lingkaran besar pake tangan)
ML: ooh, gitu yaa..yaudah.. Hehehehe *ketawa2 senyum2*
And then in her lesson, she approached me out of the blue and said
ML: *right hand on my back* are you sure you're openminded enough?
T: *bingung pertanyaannya ga nyambung and out of the blue lagi* pretty sure ma'am, just in case to understand my friends' problems..
ML; aha. *smiling and left*
That's jojo's homeroom teacher, can you imagine how odd that was??? Hahaha.
But one thing for sure, if I have a nicenicenice boyfriend like mine now, why would I hide him from the world??? :):):)
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
silver!
w-o-w
these stuffs do amaze!
thread social $640
drop dead silvery futuristic and trendy
thakoon $1,150
can feel my robotic side in here
these stuffs do amaze!
thread social $640
drop dead silvery futuristic and trendy
thakoon $1,150
can feel my robotic side in here
