wishlist for july

not hoping big! :P

"vegard blue people" nudie tshirt, USD 75

"love power tote" juicy couture tote, USD 88

or

"fun" havaianas flipflops, USD 22

"blue/white spray on this is england" ksubi jeans, USD 87

"blake" wondershoe flats, IDR 199000

nyanyanyanyanyaaa!! *luv*

another day missing you

i know we meet everyday. but attitudes don't last the same through days, attitudes swing through moods, nice behavior may not last. sometimes i really miss the cheesy and cheerful you.
yes, it's only SOMETIMES, but it's including right now. i miss you being cheesy yet lovely to me. i miss you being the gentleman for your lady.

i miss you in that light. sometimes.

wishing upon a star

I wish, one day in the very near future, someone will say to me.
"I've finally mend my wounds and jumped the tall hedge for you." :)
That will be my fave quote, TOTALLY.

I hope that will happen before it's too late. I'm hanging over the edge throughout the off mood days... I wonder how in the world you're too lazy to talk to someone when you love em.


I miss you :( you dont have to be someone from last year, just be someone from the early june :(.

up!

i'm thrilled! thanks to a phone call this evening with my loved onee :3 spent half of today browsing for tees... doesnt mean it cut my obsession for the high end fashion though. it looks like my teenage-eye is doing the part of liking these pop art and band tees! *kitten eyes to mom & dad* really want them... even though most of em were designed for guys. mmm.








those ATL tshirts make me really wanna go see their concert on aug 4th this year :( aaa.
buy me all please? :)))


credits
ATL banana & gray tees: facebook
mako: thisisyourpartee.com
stupid boys: crazy dogs tshirt

to rekindle is 1. To relight (a fire). 2. To revive or renew

i was reading new moon till the part when edward broke up with bella, then a past memory came to mind.
a past memory of someone telling me that that was how he felt, just like bella, when i broke up with him.... i still cant define how i feel toward the break up i made at that time till now, yet when something like this comes up i can only think that i regret it.

right now i cant handle the guilt, its overwhelming. moreover these 2 days i've exactly been mulling over & rekindling about the sweetness of my past relationship, again. yes i know its a bad habit i cant get over with.. in my foulest & most lonely moods

i'm having a light headache attached to my head right now... so i'd better take a nap and come up with something bright after i have waken up

SUCKIN TOO HARD ON THE LOLLYPOP

LIFE'S GONNA GET YOU DOWN!!! hahahaha

too many posts will erase your mind

okay the title is so random. i just had sent my previous blog post minutes ago, and here i am typing again. looks like its really a 'blogging day' i had mentioned on my 1st post today, but i'm really doing it now...

i analyzed something about myself all of this past year, that is, i get crazy about a particular guy before i fall in love with him, but the falling part takes really long time. haha.
ohu-kay thats a #randomfact HAHA

i miss someone right now, and i cant tell him right away cos i'm afraid to break the smooth and good term i've been keeping since 2 days ago. sadly it seems to me that he doesnt look like in the mood to talk about anything loveydovey....hmm.
well i dont really care if he later reads this post and acknowledges that this was about him though................ i just have the need to tell it. and i guess its too 'errrr' to tell such thing to a living soul (in this case i mean... friends).

i have a thought, that blogs are lacking something: emoticons. i think it's gonna be useful to put little emoticons here and there with a real icon not just :) :( :] :p etc, cos i kinda need it right now, hahaha.

i think i need to cheer up a little: the more i write the more i seem to be drowning in my own pool of gloom to everyone who reads it...or should i say myself, haha... okay.

laaaw of attraction: happy happy happy im happy im happy im happy im happy!
(success!, i'm smiling stupidly now.)