good days

i just realized (again) that it's already june! 2011 has gone half the year. big things are eventually happening.

i had my high school promenade night on friday previous week (may 27th), definitely one of the most memorable night in  life, though it had gone thoroughly extremely different to what i was dreaming of for the first 2 years of my high school...

made the prom dress (designer: Renzi Lazuardi)

inspired by Elie Saab Haute Couture Fall 2011

also made a tattoo (thanks to Dickstattoo!)
 and a wonderful up-do with braids (thanks to Bobby!)

funny how things have changed after a year.

even so, i managed to have a lot of fun! i was one of the committees too, took part in giving the theme and decoration idea: moulin rouge, and gone deep into my creative side by designing the invitations for both students and teachers.

had an after-party accident though, ran out-of-breath and coughed for something like half an hour? haha, and got some of my best friends panicked during the asthma-like attack. thank God i have caring best friends <3

finally i'm 90% finished with college entrance test, by doing the SNMPTN this week (tue-wed), hopefully i will get a seat in faculty of econs UI. gonna be really terrible if something else occurs instead...
i also had my TOEFL test last sunday, done pretty awful on that. i went all sleepy during the listening part, so, you know... hopefully i'll get a decent score.

on a good side, i'm accepted in Prasetiya Mulya Business School, with a grade A as an addition, but i haven't responded to them yet, hopefully if i'm gonna make it as a second option i will still have a chance till monday (or else i'm gonna have to register somewhere else). hhh

this university stuffs is pretty much confusing.

now i'm totally in a holy-day! got nothing to do since yesterday, been watching dvds to fill my spare time. my body is totally ill since wednesday, been catching cold, and severely frequently blowing the mucus outta my nose. there are some red patches around my nose now... hhhh.
there's also this tiny tinge with the shade of green on my right pointer nail, of which caused by an accident of me pinned my right pointer when i closed my car door friday last week. well, i guess some clumsiness haunts me forever and pops up here and there... at the most unexpected time (it happened on friday afternoon, just right before my promenade, with a french manicure done on it!)

i have some things to do on my to do list, which i'll go right away after i'm back on track in good health. some things like mandarin lang course, french or dutch lang course, some literature reading, driving course (this is getting important considering i can't even drive till now), learning how to cook homemade traditional indonesian meals, and of course getting some decent trips and vacations!

today is june 4th (yap i guess everyone can read that above), but the date 4 means something more to me every month since 2011 :) yeehaa. love life is great, expecting him to come any moment soon to pick me up for lunch, and i'm already very very starving. maybe i'll go all frenzy by the time i eat my meal. not good not good for a date... hahahaha

have a pleasant weekend! (wholeheartedly wishing to myself this time)

slow

May has gone and passed really slow. I wanna click a fast forward button to June! But wait, eventually things will come right away and its right time...

I'm thinking to move to tumblr, somehow tumblr makes it easy to pour my mind out in no time, in short words, in rudimentary statements with artificial meaning, haha.

Somehow I'd like to make my writings simpler...
I've changed. :)

long long journey

High school is over.
Next week the result of final examination will finally be announced.
Class Bali trip: done last week... total fun, though the crowd was too large for my liking.
Love life is nice. Can't ask for more :)
Next step: university! May 31st & June 1st!

FIGHT.

geek mode

Tomorrow is..... national final exams! PHEW!

I was bored of studying Indonesian, though...

featuring my all time high school D&G geeky-glasses and white nikicio for centro blouse plus an old math book of my grandfather's

Good luck on your national final exams, fellas!

make believe

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I’ve had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn’t matter anymore

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

please have me loved.

high school

today is the last day of me attending classes in high school, studying, and stuffs. which also means the last day of Teresa Puspita Saraswati going to school wearing uniform to play around with friends, enjoying the spare time, etc. etc. i literally have only another 4 days of national final exams ahead.

taking a deeper enclosure to things, i'm not so prepared to swallow the fact that i'm gonna leave high school so soooon! it's been 3 damn years of journey, full of laughters, knowledges, tears, once-in-a-lifetime-experiences, etc., and it's so hard for me to close the book and end the journey... well i had too much fun i guess, hadn't i? :))

celebrated this last day by throwing a FUNFOODRINK PARTY with my class, XII A 1, which turned out to be a huge success! i'm so glad that everyone had fun, even my friends from the other classes. everyone in the class participated really enthusiastically and that made this event even moreee fun :)
i brought some fruits: grapes, salaks, and oranges... my friend ajie even brought homemade chocolate truffles and rumball, there were wotie by cv, macaroni schotel by bella, doughnuts, pempek, etc... even ribka brought us a bottle of baileys which toppled up the party!
i played dj by playing the music on, while aa and ajie even brought oven to the class just to reheat things, hahaha... everything was worth the effort though, love my class so much <3

thanks to everyone who had thoroughly supported the whole event though, including those mouths who had helped us to finish all the fooood! hahaha

anyway, even though today was a blast of fun, the feeling of leaving high school creates a huge hole that sinks in my heart... i keep imagining things like going to school, and sitting on my seat in the class, with ajie, aha, pempi, caca, joco, cv, aa, bagong, thomas, abok, bella, jewe, cheryl, and ribka nearby... joking and fooling around...
skipping classes, playing truant, and even going karaoke instead of school... aww. my high school days is all about fun i guess.

i'm so gonna miss this adolescent days!

best friends forever, :) (aa, me, ajie, pempi)

focus

i've made a priority list at least till i'm done with national final exams (UN), and i won't go out till then. focus! focus! focus for a better future and good marks upon graduating high school :)