to rekindle is 1. To relight (a fire). 2. To revive or renew

i was reading new moon till the part when edward broke up with bella, then a past memory came to mind.
a past memory of someone telling me that that was how he felt, just like bella, when i broke up with him.... i still cant define how i feel toward the break up i made at that time till now, yet when something like this comes up i can only think that i regret it.

right now i cant handle the guilt, its overwhelming. moreover these 2 days i've exactly been mulling over & rekindling about the sweetness of my past relationship, again. yes i know its a bad habit i cant get over with.. in my foulest & most lonely moods

i'm having a light headache attached to my head right now... so i'd better take a nap and come up with something bright after i have waken up