too many posts will erase your mind

okay the title is so random. i just had sent my previous blog post minutes ago, and here i am typing again. looks like its really a 'blogging day' i had mentioned on my 1st post today, but i'm really doing it now...

i analyzed something about myself all of this past year, that is, i get crazy about a particular guy before i fall in love with him, but the falling part takes really long time. haha.
ohu-kay thats a #randomfact HAHA

i miss someone right now, and i cant tell him right away cos i'm afraid to break the smooth and good term i've been keeping since 2 days ago. sadly it seems to me that he doesnt look like in the mood to talk about anything loveydovey....hmm.
well i dont really care if he later reads this post and acknowledges that this was about him though................ i just have the need to tell it. and i guess its too 'errrr' to tell such thing to a living soul (in this case i mean... friends).

i have a thought, that blogs are lacking something: emoticons. i think it's gonna be useful to put little emoticons here and there with a real icon not just :) :( :] :p etc, cos i kinda need it right now, hahaha.

i think i need to cheer up a little: the more i write the more i seem to be drowning in my own pool of gloom to everyone who reads it...or should i say myself, haha... okay.

laaaw of attraction: happy happy happy im happy im happy im happy im happy!
(success!, i'm smiling stupidly now.)