dreams of perfection

yehey the holiday of ied has started since today, and i havnt gotten much of things to do. it feels like another stupid days i spent uselessly, or no- i am reading some books all day long. so now in this very rare time i spend online (my comp was used by my sister all day, and now she's even sitting beside me reading a book just to wait me finish) , i wanna post a thought of mine, maybe just for a private reminder..

last nyte i was puttin up an i-would-say-its-rather-too-weird conversation with an acquintance of mine, about geeks and their world! yeaah i guess i can proudly admit now i'm one, a geek (wow?). i cant think of a much better term of myself since now i am not as lazy as you may recall ur memory of myself in the same october 11, a year ago. i am proud, yeah i ammmm, now that i can reach my goal to be a little geek. :P *ouch*

jeez, guess what i think being a geek is cool HAHAHAHAHA. having good marks and studies hard for the exams are not bad at all compared to spending my time on stupid things like love life or thinking hard of a way to get a boy HAHA (doesnt mean i dont like boys anymore, :P), but then jeez even the geeks who rule the money.

ive just read a book titled "The Silicon Boys", its a book about those silicon boys, and mind you silicon boys doesnt mean they hav silicon implanted on their bodies (much like breast implant or plastic surgery) but they work with those microprocessors of PCs that contain millions of silicons.

silicon boys were the kind of bill gates (of microsoft), jim clark, mark andresseen (of netscape), noyce&moore (of intel), bill hewlett&david packard (of HP), the two steves (steve jobs&steve wozniak of apple), jerry yang (of yahoo), larry ellison (of oracle), etc whose name some of you might very well know (or otherwise never heard of xD). theyre those who hav the craziest minds of entrepreneurs, those who were once been teased at recess and now rule the world and made multibillionaires.

i read about them, and i felt like a great surge of a desire of being an engineer and/or programmer (loh? hahaa dont know this part is very ga nyambung dgn yg lain), and anyway back to topic, they were very geekish and intelligent and talented and dare to take risks and whose minds are driven by instinct to make moneys moneys and moneys.

so i think thatt, of myself which changed into a little geeky, its not that bad of a change. and me being a geek doesnt mean i dont hav social life, i do! aha. and anyway i manage to think some of ppl may be wondering how could i, who posted as much as five or more hangouts, mischieves, and stupid things below, could be a geek, this is a fact :
i got nine perfect score until this time of semester, which never happened before in my time in santa ursula thefuckinschool ever. :P *taraa i guess i can be proud again without any means to show off*

i hope i can establish this habit of a geek, yeaaaay.. and my intention wont crash down by lazinesssss.. (i hope, again) haa-ha-haa

okay i thought some may think this is a great change (as my family were like, "okay this is what weve been waiting")

yeah, being told, "ah, u used to be soooooo fckin lazy how could you work such a bunch of homeworks like this? how strange." is hurtful~ ahahaha. :P



obsession : erase throw out send away the laziness! (but i think my tardiness and carelessness will exist still, sorry. nayahaaha..)