geek mode

Tomorrow is..... national final exams! PHEW!

I was bored of studying Indonesian, though...

featuring my all time high school D&G geeky-glasses and white nikicio for centro blouse plus an old math book of my grandfather's

Good luck on your national final exams, fellas!

make believe

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I’ve had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn’t matter anymore

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

please have me loved.

high school

today is the last day of me attending classes in high school, studying, and stuffs. which also means the last day of Teresa Puspita Saraswati going to school wearing uniform to play around with friends, enjoying the spare time, etc. etc. i literally have only another 4 days of national final exams ahead.

taking a deeper enclosure to things, i'm not so prepared to swallow the fact that i'm gonna leave high school so soooon! it's been 3 damn years of journey, full of laughters, knowledges, tears, once-in-a-lifetime-experiences, etc., and it's so hard for me to close the book and end the journey... well i had too much fun i guess, hadn't i? :))

celebrated this last day by throwing a FUNFOODRINK PARTY with my class, XII A 1, which turned out to be a huge success! i'm so glad that everyone had fun, even my friends from the other classes. everyone in the class participated really enthusiastically and that made this event even moreee fun :)
i brought some fruits: grapes, salaks, and oranges... my friend ajie even brought homemade chocolate truffles and rumball, there were wotie by cv, macaroni schotel by bella, doughnuts, pempek, etc... even ribka brought us a bottle of baileys which toppled up the party!
i played dj by playing the music on, while aa and ajie even brought oven to the class just to reheat things, hahaha... everything was worth the effort though, love my class so much <3

thanks to everyone who had thoroughly supported the whole event though, including those mouths who had helped us to finish all the fooood! hahaha

anyway, even though today was a blast of fun, the feeling of leaving high school creates a huge hole that sinks in my heart... i keep imagining things like going to school, and sitting on my seat in the class, with ajie, aha, pempi, caca, joco, cv, aa, bagong, thomas, abok, bella, jewe, cheryl, and ribka nearby... joking and fooling around...
skipping classes, playing truant, and even going karaoke instead of school... aww. my high school days is all about fun i guess.

i'm so gonna miss this adolescent days!

best friends forever, :) (aa, me, ajie, pempi)

focus

i've made a priority list at least till i'm done with national final exams (UN), and i won't go out till then. focus! focus! focus for a better future and good marks upon graduating high school :)

party princess? LOL

last saturday night was the first one i spent with my family (grandfather and aunty actually), after all saturdays spent till past midnight in march. ha, ha

it's spent shopping for an aunty's birthday present at plaza senayan. my option went for buying her a poutpurri (sandalwood for sure!) and in the end i got myself falling in love with this hollyberry scented poutpurri :)

found this happyfriends pencil case in metro which is plagued with a picture of that little happyfriends girl, and "party princess" writing when i was hunting for my sister's birthday present, and there went this
*me picking other pencil case, bluish* "this suits her well, kakung" (i call my grandfather kakung, means 'grandfather' in javanese)
*him picking the party princess pencil case* "and this suits you, should you be buying it? HA HA HA" *laughing gleefully*

oh well, don't you see yourself kakung, you were one fuif (means 'party' in dutch)-type in your days. guess that runs in the family. (look, my grandparents met in a birthday party, after they danced all night long together... so movie-like huh?)

talking about parties, i guess i should end this year sweet 17 celebration with my best friend's birthday, RIBKA. well... everybody gets older...

pempi and me

alden and me

me wearing: stripes maxi dress, black cardi, zara patent pumps

i'm so gonna miss these days... national exams in 15 days! then good bye high school! aaaaaa

reflection

i'm in a perfectly gloomy mood right now... but not up for feeling blue. hehe. today's april fools, not a time to be feeling blue at all.

so picked out tonight to express my gratitude to all of my greatest best friends who share their most precious time for, well, uhm, me.
to me best friends are the most precious and pleasant gift God's ever think of given to me... well, look at them, blossoming my life from their own shoes... without even making me falling in love LOL

today's april first, but this post ain't trying to fool anyone mentioned within.
i know it's a bit late for gratitude of last year happiness, but it's better late than never right? so here i am, i wanna thank 2 of the most always-there best friend of 2010: JEFFERSON ANDREW HUBAJA and AJIE NAYAKA NIKICIO. they sort of lifted me from any morrow sorrow i had last year...
if you ever browse thru my pics, you'll find lots of their faces with me... well guess that's why.

i also wanna thank mr. all ears, shut mouth: ALDEN MARTIN PASARIBU, who'd been there ever since my grotesque days, listening to this crying baby, lol ahaha. extra hugs for you.

2010 also brought me a newly found-most understanding-unjudgmental-girly girly-best friend-miss RIBKA AMANDA! i love her hihihihi. it's been months of our togetherness now, hahahaha, and we're definitely going strong!

there were lots of ups and downs in 2010, and without these people behind me, i was like... nothing? heh. thank you STACEY HUTAPEA, CLARISZA RUNTUNG, CHERYL CHANDRA, NIKE TRICLAREZA, STELLA THERESA, HANNY KURNIAWAN, ADRIANUS AKBAR, THOMAS JATIMAN, STEPHANIE EPIPHANIA, etc etc. (not in alphabetical order whatsoever)

thank you guys for being you. genuinely. without you guys i might be a scalar (got this scientific pick up line from a friend, lol).