now its time buat post for today yehee
today's fun karena PULANG SKOLAH i got to t27a.. dan akhirnya makan mie asun yg sudah gw idam2 kan ! XD

trus bought some other jajanan jg gitu, tasted goooddd and damn cheap :D. trus abis dr t27a where i met ruth, gw ke sanur lagi trus ke tarlim trus ke fotokopi gitu. abis itu pulang deh. hahaaaa

gak penting okayyyyyyyy. byeee

summary of last weekend!

got to post it badly bcos pengen bgt but hav no time yesterdays.. :p
*actually terlalu malaSH dan tidak ingaTS* *norak mode off*

so it all started from LAST FRIDAY! i was so very bored at home and devita nadia tedjo called and told me that she was di gading wit jessica graz and then i menyusul ke sana.
which means JUMAT KE GADING! nyahaha.

dan ada 1 hal lucu, i met someone (an old friend) which i talked the most these days cos of his GANTENGNESS nyahahaha.. 1 angkotan bersama gua, yg lg iseng bgt gak minta anterin bokap dan brgkt sendiri. n I SAW THAT HE'S CUTE WHEN SLEEPING! OW GOSHH I WAS SO LUCKYYY THAT DAY!

trus abis pegi sm jezz dan nad yg harus pulang, i switched to ijie, olive, firda, moci and ines' yg ktmu di jalan. i took 3 session of photobox there, one wit nadia and jess, another one wit the neww group i met, n the last one's the same wit #2 but without ijie. ga penting sihh..

AND THEN, ON FRI, INTERNET GW DIPASANG MENGGUNAKAN FASTNET! YOOHOO. I INSTANTLY DOWNLOADED ABOUT 70ISH SONGS THAT DAY HAHAHAHA..

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next, SATURDAY.

there was a birthday party of mora and olive.. di ex. mereka bikin di red tomato, which is so fun and delicious dan memuaskan keinginan gw makan fettucini! nyahaha.. thx to olive and mora and their parents anyways. then i got so much pics that day.

i had some BIG (ouch, not little) preparation for the bday nyte actually. along the afternoon gw shopping kado sama si nov, trus blk ke rumah gw, trus beli baju di dulu buat ke sana, trus balik ke rumah nov dia mau pake baju dll, baru deh brgkt. what a day i have.. but it was fun indeed, though partynya a little too short for my liking hehehe.

i got home @ about 10 pm that day, yohoo..

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and then the last one.. SUNDAY!

i woke up not so late (about 7am in the morning), which i did really hate cos i cant sleep after that.

trus that day i went to my grandpa's house di senayan. trus ke ratu plaza n bought some cds. it was all fun, really, though cuman ngobrol2 doang rame2 sama kluarga. lalalalaaa

that day i got home at about 10pm again n i slept at 11 which really made meee soo sleeeppyyy in school the next day. wiuhh..


so thats all about my weekend last week! nyahaha its full though ngga semacem2 dan aneh2 hahaha XD

asd

DUFAN, SOFUN!!

okey thats the title. so gw kmaren abes dr dufan gtu deh sama: isil, ijie, krysta, novita, cindy, dhea, mamadh, meli dan agnes.. dan it was SOOFUNNN XD

jadi pertama gw brgkt dr skolah. sampe di dufan tuh SEPI BUANGETTTBGTBGTBGT di loketnyaaa. trus pertama kta smua naek omabng ambing ato apalah itu namanya yg piringan gede warna merah trus diputer2 *oke gejek* nah pokoknya gt deh. dan gw bersepuluh main bagaikan dufan milik kami seorang, ciehh.. masing2 dpt 1 dan gak ada orang lain selain kita yg main!! hahahahahahaa dufan sgt menyenangkan di bulan puasa xD

truz dr situ ngadem di apa tuh namanya, simulator. gw duduk sm mamadh di tengah2 gtu and waktu mo mulai she was so gely2 i had to stayyy farr awayyy fromm herrrrrr! oke norak dia kaya peragain bahwa dia cowo dan gw cewe nya dan pipipippp

abis naek begetoan, kita mulai FANAS yeayy fanas! trus naek halilintar deh jadinya.. wohoo. udah gt sekali gk puas kita sampe ky 4-5x gtu i forgot pokoknya BANYAKK XD.. dan sempet ada accident bangkunya meli pengamannya kendor gt deh wiih serem bener.

ABIS DR HALILINTAR LEHER GW KY GEJEK ABIS gak bs liat atas bawah jadi gw memutuskan makanmakan sm isil dhea trus nov jg ikut jdnyahh

ada peristiwa CIKCIK noohh. xD
so the story was like
mamadh sedang membeli ayam di columbus fried chicken bersama sil, dan dateng lah tessa yg sakau bin pegel krn halilintar sempoyongan.
trus gua nunjuk2 ada neonbox tulisan PAKET CIKCIK terus ada gamabrnya
dan kata mamadh yg melihat, gua nunjuk tu neonbox sambil ngmg "ahhh paket cikcik apaan tu waa"
dan sambil sakau gitu
haha aneh aneh yaudah lah gak penting. emang dasar strangeee
dan sejak itu mamad mnggil gw cikcik2 aneh ah


okey ganti topikk. abis makan dan gosip2 dan gitu2 deh, gw dan teman2 pergi ke TUJUAN UTAMA KE DUFAN: TORNADO yuhuu.. cuman krn masi pada kenyanggg akhirnya naek kereta semut dolo.
buset dah sampe 15x gw muter kereta semut2 itu gr2 mas2 nya dodol.. trus ij pake di godain mas2nya segala lagee hahahaha
gile sampe eneg gw abis makan muter kereta semut 15x

NAHH ABIS ITU LAAAAAAHHHH.. TORNADO!
yhuu perut gw sebelum naek tuh kembung gitu bekas makan+kereta semut trus kaya keras gitu jadinya saking sakitttt.

dan NAEK TORNADO MEMBUATNYA JADI BERASA PLONG! walopun akhirnya gw cuman naek 1x krn abis itu perut gw berasa gak enak dan yg g bilang brojol. btw the brojol part was just a joke ! -.-

gila tornado seru abis walopun gw basi bgt br nyoba skr --" XD btw photos for tornado will be uploaded later ~~


soo dari tornado berencana mau ke niagara2, tp dufannya udah keburu tutup dan akhirnya gw ganti baju pinjem punya meli
*gila sehari itu kalo diiitung2, gw pinjem sendal mora, kaos meli, n later kaos+boxer+cd nya nov HAHAHAHA XD*

abis itu akhirnya pd ngobrol2 potoh2 (dan sayang gw cuman jd photographer nya)
trus ke bucks ancol.




isil, meli, cindy, dhea, ijie, mamadh, krysta, nov, gw!


untuk mengakhiri dari dufan, dibuat lahh potoh diatas :DD (c) agnes! TUH ANAK 81 GW TULISS!!





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NAAHH abis itu makan di bandar djakarta ditraktir sm bokap nyokapnya cindy =) makasih cin makasih omtante XD
the meal was soo content and deliciooouss


ABIS ITU KE PANTAI norak2an gejek2an
isil dan agnes gak berani copot sepatu. wuu sok nahan mental luu =p


dan lalu kemudian abis itu setelahnya sesudah waktu tsb kita MAEN AERRR kaya orang goblokokokokok xD





photos:








lihatlah kaki kami tenggelam! :) (c)dipotoin isil xD








sebelom pulangg...


dann setelah maka jadilah resmi ONE DAY IN ANCOL (as cindy suggested how it called)





trus abis dr situ pulang g nebeng kt. sempet ribet jg naek busway krn trnyt dia gak lewat ancol xD


lalu gw ke rumah novv dan menghasilkan potoh2 aneh dan pinjem BOXER SUPERMAN! HAHAHAHAA



THE SUPERMAN BOXER! YAYY *of course im the left one :P* *eh nov bangga lho punya boxer superman gini, she said this boxer was her favourite! XD*


gejeh gejeh sm nov xD

trus dr rumah nov, dijmpt bokap.. pulang deh. kerjain pr mat. bobok deeeeeeh :DD


overall, YESTERDAY WAS ALL ABOUTTTTT... DO FUN! :DDD

update~ today

gue gak tau knapa gw lagi suka isi blog, musim aja kali yah. ah wahtever.

today is fun, actually. and then another good thing is i could pass every tests i had today, yuhuu :9 and then mr bambang said that essay vck gue dapet bagus *though pGnya i think unpromosing, hahaa*

oya teman2 gua minta saran, kalo gw mo masang banner/pic lain di blog ini, where should i place it? ato dimana image yg bisa kalo mouseover gw ganti banner gt? hahaaa mau pasang banner danradcliffe nyahaaha.



nah this is it. ato gw biarin disini aja yah? hahaa gua mau dpt poster dan dgn tanda tangan!!! yeayyyyyy..


okay change the topic. truthfully gw lagi nungguin loading newsletters dan email. jadi gw bosen dan gw isi blog hahaaha dan gw gak tau mau ngmg apa.. hmm lets just tell you all about how i know a blog?

shall we? okey dont laugh cos i know it'll be so boring

so i knew a blog since i was about eleven, *n now im almost 14 yeayyyy* dulu gua gak bisa isi blog dgn bagus sumpah deh and then juga puunnnn, g ngisi dgn tulisAn NoRAq sePerTii iNi.. sebetulnya gak gitu2 amat sih, more formal but something like that.

blog ptama gue host di geocities. AND I STILL REMEMBER ITS URL HAHAHAHA though i wont tell you guys, its kinda embarassing. XD

- wah skrg gua di invite conference, a lil busy fortunately- ho ga penting so continue


nah, yes. trus gua kek buat blog ini waktu klas 7 and its kinda lame so posts lama nya smua gw masukin draft dan gak gw publish. dan karena tralu personal jg xD. at that time, no one di angkatan gw punya blog *setau gw*, i just knew one person in the whole school which had it too: gea.



lalaa trus gw lupa

ohyaa so sejak klas 7 akhir gw kayak retired juga isi blog, beralih ke msn space yg saat itu sedang IN. *ciey tsa main nya yg in doang cihuy* yaa terus ini terbengkalai gt deh kadang2

and so im back since kls 8 akhir2 mengisi blog sjak lamaaaaaaa retired.. hahaah
and i still do until now :)

jengjengg
oke cliffhanger ending. eh gak juga sih

mauu bobokk ahh .. daaaaaaaaaaaah!

llaala

so i post this just to fill my time, in spare of conference di msn dan sok2 rajin bikin ringkasan sejarah :P

these days adalah midtests time! i love it so damn much (on the contrary of my friends opinion, :P), because

1. gue jadi ada kerjaan! uh yeah study study study
2. trus gue jadi gak pake internet terus pdhl speedy gw suda diputus dan i hav to use dial up
3. daaaaaaaaan. gue gak mikirin dan menyesali hal2 yg seharusnya sudah gw lupakan *apa seh gw aneh*

nah so friends the week of midtest started last friday, and i was really enthusiastic and frankly ecstatic about it. though there's some lazineess in meeee *YEAHH WHEN WILL IT GONE FOREVER? its just nature in everyone.* lalu gue mulai belajar

hopefully the week is going to be completely well, cos so far i could passed it all well.

oyea, today there's something new!


tadi waktu gue ngerjain mid vck ato geo which one gw lupa, yg jaga adalah BU LUSI dan PAK EKONOMI. PAK AGUS deng.. lalu gw kan tipe orang yg bertangan basah. dan gw minta tisu cuman 1 dr isil jelek. trus tisu nya udah keriting gitu. trus gue main2in kaya ayunan FREAKING STUPID sambil ketawa2 cekikikan sama vale.. eh si lusi resek hahaha taik. dia malah suruh buuaaaaaang! it is no fun. tapi gak gw buang dan dia suruh gw ganti tisu lagi and everyone was like looking at me amusedly gitu.

and then isil threw me her tissue container ato apalah itu namanya dan gw ambil satu dan gw lempar balik. gak taunya lewat kepalanya dan jatoh ke mejaa.. dan LUSI dengan sok galaknya bilang

"ambil itu!" "gak2, bukan kamu, biar dia aja yg ambil (maksudnya gue)! ambil itu tessa!"

hahaaa dan gue sambil ketawa2 dan senyum2 lebar sm isil ngambil dgn pedenyaahh. HAHAHAHA

dasar lusi aneh.. KALO GAK KOTOR KAN GAK BELAJARR xD

oke enuff.

lalu hari ini juga gua sempet deg2an dan started happily. first, gua mendapat sms dari seorang mantan HAHAHA taik la. untung orangnya sekarang retret. but he wasnt the one who made me rly happy, just a lil startled and confused and surprised in the morning XD

yg bikin hepy.. hmm. ah i better not said it aloud here, cos it may cause some damage in some friendships which are going in my life. xD

okey, LOVE TODAY ABSOLUTELY. mid besok gampang lagi, b ing sejarah yeay!

LAYOUT BARU!
MADE BY MY SELF!

MO GILA GUE BIKINNYA SWT. you know, i dont hav an adobe photoshop or front page and i used dial up instead of speedy gue yg tdk nyala.

IT TOOK ME ABOUT 3 DAMN HOURS swt banget. bikin ni layout pake notepad, ms paint, trus test what it looks like, and blablabla. tadaaaa lama nyaa, it almost hurt my eyes

but finally jadi lah walopun jelek. thx to atomickitten di DA buat image nya haha..

fiuh, finally..

whats life if it doesnt exist

someone once had said to me, "this is no life, there's no you as a part of it."
it knocked a little sense in me, in which alerted that another human-being can be someone's world, the one to rule over you and to be crazy in love madly about.


sometimes i really want myself to be forgiven of all my sins. im thinking about some of my latest and worse sins.
intropeksi. the word hurts
i tried.
i triiieedd.

see, and then i found myself in the center of the <3 shaped environment, in which my judgement always take place after it connects with the operational system of my body, not the recent Windows Vista perhaps, but better, the brain.


yeah gua menemukan suatu kejanggalan yg gua rasa lucu. these days i was soo radiant, soo cherish it could sweep all those sadness in your face. i smiled, i laughed, i screamed, i played..
but at home, "the place where i belong"-Daughtry said, gua keinget akan semua memories yg keep playing for times in my head, bubbling under.
i am too radiant, but i love it.
gua akan senyum di tiap minus, ketawa di tiap plus, di tiap yg lucu. i dunno if this is possitive or not, but perhaps it could be some use for me.
berseri-seri sepanjang hariii..


and then, i dug deeper and i found thaatt..
i am a little too much optimistic.

this is, with a big help from my character building teacher at school, Mm Pipin, which told a story about two brothers, Optimist, Opti as short, and Pessimist, Pessi as short, both in which live in a kingdom and have lost their beloved King-father recently.
so the ministry-like of that kingdom shall choose the next king.

then opti and pessi adventured out of their castle.
opti sees the world in a very different perspective as pessi does. when he looks at a dying old man, he just said heartily like, " maybe they position was better in heaven, so just rest in peace." but pessi sees it differently, " gosh, that oldman was so desperate he killed himself. how could the country extend if the people are like this."

-skip skip-

and then, came the day when the ministry has to choose their next king.
think.
who do you choose? Opti or Pessi?








of course, from the stereotype of what people're like, they'll choose Opti, and so did the ministry. but unfortunately for them, Pessi didnt accept with it at all.

he exclaimed to the members of ministry to close their eyes and stay silent still. within seconds, he killed his brother Opti and hid his body somewhere in the castle quickly.

when he exclaimed back for the ministry members to open their eyes, they realized that Opti has gone. so, pessi could claimed Opti's position as his, and then he turned to be the next king and the kingdom live ever after.

=)

see?
so, how about you, which one are you?


everytime everyone's down, if i was there, i'd be like, "oh come on, its easy! we could make it turn like this, and that, and then the result'd be just like.. tadaaaaaa!"
i see everything in its simplest form as it can be.

and lucky i had once had someone which could compensate the very optimistic me with his analysis of pessimistic. =p
or maybe ive fallen into the deepest of failure caused by not thinking of the result of what ive should not easily done. ahahaha



gua gak tau kenapa gua bahas ini, its just came to my mind and suddenly i felt the urge to type it here.. lalalaala

see you =))

*do you notice that my posts are matured per post? ahahahaa :D*

tessa.